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24 February it's rather accurateYour personality is hard to define you're very unconventional. And even if your personality could be defined, it would be completely different next week! Outgoing and shy, sensitive and thoughtless, you tend to have a very split personality. This makes you unpredictable. You can be a total angel - and a total devil. 22 January soup dayi made tomato soup today.
i just realised i haven't been writing much again.
worked really hard.
praying for a better future.
planning for hong kong trip in june.
hope it happens.
it will happen.
smile* 31 December looking back 2006dear diary,
watched a re-run of 2006 and i came to the conclusion that it's an eventful year but a lousy one.
i made a couple of new friends, i have a proper job now and i'm grateful i was healthy most of the time.
when there's ups, there will be downs.
alot of unfortunate things happened and i'm just too afraid to trust again..
i gotten myself into some trouble undeservingly.
i've been on this earth for 24 years..
and i realised that i'm still very naive..
i won't be making any new year resolutions coz i never keep them.
just want to tell myself this,
wymond, do whatever makes you happy. when in doubt, fuck it.
move on and forget it.
good bye 2006. it's been a blast..
2007 chapter unfolds..
26 December christmas thoughtshmm..
this year rather quiet..
didn't loiter around town for a countdown..
spent more money on gifts this year than all the past years..
recieved some really nice presents this year too..
guess things do mellow when one gets older..
probably i'm just tired.. work work work..
trying to save money for a trip.. in june..
hong kong again..
most likely..
it's my shrine.. shop shop shop..
looking back at the pictures i took there.. i seem to glow.. =) 20 December successa friend of mine sent me this.. thought its rather meaningful..
so i'm sharing it with you guys..
SUCCESS --- by H. Jackson Brown, Jr
1) Marry the right person. This one decision will determine 90% of your happiness or misery. 2) Work at something you enjoy and that's worthy of your time and talent. 3) Give people more than they expects and do it cheerfully. 4) Become the most positive and enthusiastic person you know. 5) Be forgiving of yourself and others. 6) Be generous. 7) Have a grateful heart. 8) Persistence, Persistence & Persistence. 9) Discipline yourself to save money on even the most modest salary. 10) Treat everyone you meet like you want to be treated. 11) Commit yourself to constant improvement. 12) Commit yourself to quality. 13) Understand that happiness is not based on possession, power or prestige, but on relationships with people that you love and respect. 14) Be loyal. 15) Be honest. 16) Be a self-starter. 17) Be decisive even if it means you'll sometimes be wrong. 18) Stop blaming others. Take responsibility for every area of your life. 19) Be bold and courageous. When you look back on your life, you'll regret the things you didn't do more then the ones you did. 20) Take good care of those you love. 21) Don't do things that wouldn't do your mum proud. 19 December am i wrong?why is everything i said or done wrong?
really don't know what to do already.
do, also wrong..
don't do, also wrong..
i tried..
i'm tired..
tired of hearing the same thing over and over again.. 14 December (un)happy birthday to memy birthday is kinda sucky this year.. ( 1st dec )
i was sick and full of uncertainty..
anyway..
gotten a couple belated birthday gifts..
but..
most are phone calls from friends.. though they are late.. at least they remembered somehow..
two relatives gave me $50 each..
dad got me an ipod nano.. coz his workplace is having a sale on them.. and it's only 1 gig.. but of course i'm happy.. not excited.. but still pleased..
my friend is bringing me for a meal next week..
i've recently gotten a top that i really liked.. it's a gift.. didn't get it myself coz its just too freaking expensive..
but that's not what my heart desire..
simplicity and good health.. that's what matters most to me now.. 30 November instant karmai must have been a really evil person in my past life..
coz i'm been paying back a lot for my deeds..
to think that my load and worries would fade off..
just too much to handle..
heavy heart..
crap..
is it really true that humans are made to suffer life?
to redeem ourselves for our bad deeds and buy a chance to heaven?
17 November wish listmy birthday wish list goes as follows..
my friends do ask me what i want for my birthday.. but it's kinda embarassing to tell what i want..
but it's even more embarassing when they take me out to shop or try to give me money to buy myself a gift..
i hope this wish list will help.. *smiles*
- new wallet.. ( i super-glued my current one too many times already )
- new carry-it-all messenger bag.. ( must be simple yet chic and modern.. preferably leather )
- new watch.. ( i like dkny watches.. think you guys know about it.. heehee.. )
- new fragrance.. ( romance silver and jpg.. )
anyway..
what i really wish for is actually just a peace of mind and good health..
18 October haze haze go awayi have been drinking water regularly during work.. even when i'm at home.. or when i go out..
but i fell ill..
the haze is making me lose my voice.. my nose bled two nights in a row already..
that explains why i am up at this time even though i have to be up for work at 7am..
i'm breaking out and i feel 'heaty' all the time..
having bad headaches too..
kinda affected my mood..
past few days been getting annoying and ignorant customers..
i mean.. u may have no knowledge of make up.. but u won't point to a brownish eye-shadow and ask if it's foundation.. right?
i felt really bad that i kinda lost my patience while explaining to that customer..
well, now i know i'm not as patient as i thought..
hmm.. must maintain my cool..
smile..
13 October busy boyhave been really busy lately..
with my new job..
and of course.. some.. issues.. which.. i can't explain here..
anyway..
times flies..
i'm settling in with my new job..
do visit me at vivo city alright?
=)
i'll keep my entry simple this time..
27 September ring the alarmit seems like my words haven't been taken seriously..
i've already been really generous with my patience..
but there's a limit to everything..
will only be nice to those who deserves it from now on..
no point being angry and depressed all the time..
it's time for me.. 22 September words are cheap and forgettable" never make someone a priority when they only make you an option "
" what we have today might not be what we want tomorrow " 20 September new chapterwill be joining bobbi brown full-time from 2nd of october.
i'll give myself 4 years to achieve my goals.
wish me luck. 14 September just one more day..been controllng my spending for two weeks now..
managed to sustain myself.. refrained from over-spending by not meeting my friends for coffee.. or window shopping.
just one more day.. and i'll get my pay..
shall indulge this weekend.. just spending on food.. maybe.. reward myself with something.. hee
i've gone through the interview and the make up test..
nervous and excited..
waiting for that one important call..
07 September happening pointready? ok..
haven't been writing much.. alot of things happening at this point of my life..
supposed to be my last month with aramis.. but i'll still be in the same company.. i'll miss working with my colleagues..
i hoped that i'll be able to get into bobbi brown.. keeping my fingers crossed..
feeling really tired.. been working alot.. my pimple scars don't seem to heal as fast now.. getting older? healing process slowing down..
need to remind myself to take my supplements regularly..
no matter how much i sleep.. my dark eye circles is still very much visible.. i need quality sleep.. and lots of eye cream.. lucky no puffiness..
cant wait for my pay on the 15th.. broke..
i'm excited somehow.. about everything..
24 August happy thoughts?i've been feeling exhausted lately..
having problems sleeping at night.. having to work.. losing appetite again.. hmm..
maybe it's because i've officially completed my course.. and i'm supposed to work..
not that i haven't been working.. it's just that.. i was a student, working part time.
now, i'm no longer a student.. i have to find a full time job.. a career..
that's probably the reason why i'm feeling lost..
i still want to move out.. home's too small for all of us.. sis is growing up.. will need her space soon..
i have to start now.. if i want to lead a more comfortable life..
would be nice to have my own place.. anyone want to rent with me?
guess i'm just tired.. been working alot since last month..
can't wait for next month.. new fragrances launched.. hopefully i'll be involved in the promotion..
i want to work hard for the future.. but i can't neglect other aspects of my life.. have to find a balance..
it's already hard to find a balance and compromise now..
the future, i presumed, won't be smooth sailing..
but i haven't give up..
a friend told me.. to think happy thoughts..
hmm..
nah.. i rather watch some 'feel good' movies i downloaded..
oh.. i'm off the next few days.. should i be happy? 17 August finally.. but a story about a treefinally i can write something in my space..
this entry doesnt really mean anything.. it's just a thought..
just wanna say.. remember to treasure your family and remember your humble beginnings..
we evolve like a plant.. into a tree.. our roots stand firmly of what we were brought up to believe..
the trunk being our character and personality.. its about life and growing up..
the branches are the paths and decisions we make in life..
when a branch breaks, it doesn't break for nothing.. perhaps the route wasn't meant to be..
eventually another branch will grow out somewhere..
the leaves are our family and friends..
though we are independent.. like being able to withstand strong winds.. we do need people around us.. like how the leaves shelter us from the sun..
but when something wrong happened.. termites.. or having some diseases that corrodes our inside.. the trunk gets affected.. slowly the leaves will die.... like how our friends and family leaving us..
the tree will die.. like how we fail as a person..
of course.. if the dying tree is strong.. he will make sure a fruit.. a hope.. drops onto the ground.. and another tree will evolve.. like getting a second chance at life..
whatever it is.. just treasure your family and friends.. know what is right or wrong.. make mistakes.. but learn from them.. be humble and accept faults.. don't be too proud to admit mistakes..
ok.. finished.. if you guys don't get it.. never mind.. i don't know how to write it easier to understand. haa 10 August frenteEvery time I think of you
I get a shot right through Into a bolt of blue It's no problem of mine But it's a problem I find Living the life that I can't leave behind There's no sense in telling me The wisdom of a fool won't set you free But that's the way that it goes And it's what nobody knows And every day my confusion grows Every time I see you falling I get down on my knees and pray I'm waiting for the final moment You say the words that I can't say I feel fine and I feel good I feel like I never should Whenever I get this way I just don't know what to say Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday I'm not sure what this could mean I don't think you're what you seem I do admit to myself That if I hurt someone else Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be Every time I see you falling I get down on my knees and pray I'm waiting for the final moment You'll say the words that I can't say Every time I see you falling I'll get down on my knees and pray I'm waiting for the final moment You'll say the words that I can't say ( Me freaking love this song! ) 08 August lazy updatetoo lazy to update actually..
exam is over.. now waiting for my results..
i'm pretty sure i'll pass..
working..
still thin..
weather's so humid that i can't fall asleep..
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